CAUSE FOR MORE PAIN FOR ME...T TURNS OUT MY OVER JEALOUS HUSBAND, MY TOTAL CONTROL FREAK OF A HUSBAND, HAS BEEN GOING TO PORN SITES AND JERKING OFF TO OTHER WOMEN BEHIND MY BACK. THIS GUY CONTROLS EVERY MOVE I MAKE- HE WON\'T LET ME EVEN GROW MY NAILS LONG,HAVE FRIENDS,DRINK,GO OUT, TAKE PICTURES OF EVEN MY FACE,SAY WORDS LIKE \"PICS\"...THE LIST GOES ON AND ON. I CAN\'T EVEN SLEEP WHEN HE IS AWAKE OR BE AWAKE WHEN HE IS ASLEEP!THEN I FIND HE HAS BEEN WRITING ANOTHER GIRL, AND THERE\'S THESE PORN SITES HE IS TRYING TO CHAT UP OTHER GIRLS WHEN HE WON\'T EVEN LET ME TALK TO FRIENDS!HE DID THIS EVEN WHEN MY DAD DIED AND I NEEDED HIM THE MOST! HE DID THIS WHEN I WAS SEEING A THERAPIST TO STOP ME FROM BECOMING SUICIDAL-INSTEAD OF BEING THERE FOR ME HE WAS GETTING OFF TO OTHERS! HE ACCUSED ME OF FUCKING MY THERAPIST; I GOT SO OVERWHELMED I ENDED UP GRABBING A KNIFE AND SLASHING UP MY ARMS THAT DAY. WHAT BETRAYAL :-(I WENT TO GET A PIERCING TODAY IN MEMORY OF MY DAD. I WANTED SOMETHING PERSONAL TO REMEMBER HIM, AND TO PUT MY INNER PAIN ON THE SURFACE.\nI\'D APPRECIATE ANY COMMENTS. THIS IS THE EXPLANATION VIDEO, THE ACTUAL PIERCING VIDEO IS UP NEXT.\n\n***R.I.P.\nJULY 1,2008\nI HAD TO REMOVE THE PIERCING AS IT WASRIPPING THROUGH MY SKIN,MOST PAINFULLY (SOB)***\nCAN YOU BELIEVE THE ONLY PEOPLE TO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS WERE MY OWN FAMILY MEMBERS? THEY DON\'T UNDERSTAND ME, NOR DO THEY WANT TO, SO FUCK THEM TOO.\n\n\nP.S. HERE ARE LINKS TO PHOTOS OF MY OTHER PIERCINGS, AS I HAVE BEEN ASKED RECENTLY ABOUT THEM...http://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c152/StarBl00d/yay.jpg\nhttp://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c152/StarBl00d/piercings.jpg\nhttp://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c152/StarBl00d/newrings-1.jpg\nhttp://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c152/StarBl00d/newrings-1.jpg\nhttp://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c152/StarBl00d/legseehhh007-1.jpg\n\n\nI DO NOT HESITATE TO DELETE WHAT I THINK ARE NEGATIVE COMMENTS, AND I BLOCK THE PERSON THAT SENT THEM. IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE BEEN BLOCKED IN ERROR PLEASE LET ME KNOW... FART, FUNNY, GOTHIC, MOURNING, PAIN, PALE, PIERCING, PRETTY, RAVEN, TATTOOS, WHITE